Thursday, January 20, 2005

Rotter - Rotten -

Sounds like things might get rotten today. Yeah - rotten. There is little else to say.
I can't help but think about gutting the people around me.

Monday, January 17, 2005

That Old Creepy Feeling

Today I heard on the radio it is supposed to go down to minus thirty two. What this does for you - who knows but it intimidates me and makes me feel nauseated because i hate the cold. Between this, the constant mess my cats keep making, the way my chin keeps dropping, and how it keeps getting harder and harder to get out of bed - I am wondering how long I will be able to go on.

I remember another time long ago when things started to go sour on another blog and I was threatening to blow my head off with a shotgun. That was on Hatelife.org which no longer is. Yes it was all down and out and I get the feeling things are about to go south again real soon.

In real life I was taken in for some mild observation - just for a few days of bed rest and questioning - but it did get to that extent. I had to lie down because I was loosing my fucking mind.

I think it is happeing again - but lets give it a few days and see what happens - I promise to write it all here 4 u.